It is you who make me laugh
It is you who make me feel love
It is you who make me dream of holy matrimony
It is you who destroy this sincere heart
It is you who make it end
You let your pessimism drawn you to the black hole
You let your skepticism take over your mind
You let your doubtfulness killing you slowly
Monday, 26 July 2010
Sunday, 25 July 2010
What I want
Dear Lord
What I will put down here might sound childish and reactive.
Today, I called him. He asked me what do I want. He asked me what do I plan.
God,
deep down in my heart, I want to be with him. To be with the man I love and love me back. The man who is now so doubtful about future, our future. Him. Keith.
The man I spend those hard days with. The man I cried with. The man who is now doubting me and afraid that I would be on his burden. The man who asked me to quit loving him because he sees the future will be hard.
I don't know what to do Lord. Please guide my hand to make a wise decision. Please guide his hand and give him wisdom, patience, and ability to understand. Please give him a peace at his heart. Please give him ability to trust You, that he must not give up on this uncertain condition.
What I will put down here might sound childish and reactive.
Today, I called him. He asked me what do I want. He asked me what do I plan.
God,
deep down in my heart, I want to be with him. To be with the man I love and love me back. The man who is now so doubtful about future, our future. Him. Keith.
The man I spend those hard days with. The man I cried with. The man who is now doubting me and afraid that I would be on his burden. The man who asked me to quit loving him because he sees the future will be hard.
I don't know what to do Lord. Please guide my hand to make a wise decision. Please guide his hand and give him wisdom, patience, and ability to understand. Please give him a peace at his heart. Please give him ability to trust You, that he must not give up on this uncertain condition.
when time is uncertain
Dear Lord
Today, I have to face the same reality from my love one. I know he concerns of what future lies. I understand that he is frustrated with the worst future possibility with all these uncertain circumstances. There are doubts about my future, my job, my nationality-perhaps, whether I will be able to be around, whether I just stay "home" and the fact that we are now being so far away. Sometimes I want to give up, or should I give up. To seek the easiest way, just to run from the problem. Yet, I try to have other perception upon this uncertainty. I try to see it as encouragement for me to think of my own future.
Lord, in these uncertain times, please hold my hand and his hand. This will be one of the hardest time for our relationship. Please enable me Lord to understand You and what You want from me.
I know that this is no co-incident. I know that you have plan when you let us together.
Lord, please give Keith patience, hope and spirit. If he is meant to be, I know you will give us a way.
I surrender Lord, only You....the one who hear me and understand me, how I feel right now.
Only you, the only one, the one who understand how he feels right now
Please take over this problem Lord, Let your will come true.
I surrender Lord. I surrender on Your way.
Amen
Today, I have to face the same reality from my love one. I know he concerns of what future lies. I understand that he is frustrated with the worst future possibility with all these uncertain circumstances. There are doubts about my future, my job, my nationality-perhaps, whether I will be able to be around, whether I just stay "home" and the fact that we are now being so far away. Sometimes I want to give up, or should I give up. To seek the easiest way, just to run from the problem. Yet, I try to have other perception upon this uncertainty. I try to see it as encouragement for me to think of my own future.
Lord, in these uncertain times, please hold my hand and his hand. This will be one of the hardest time for our relationship. Please enable me Lord to understand You and what You want from me.
I know that this is no co-incident. I know that you have plan when you let us together.
Lord, please give Keith patience, hope and spirit. If he is meant to be, I know you will give us a way.
I surrender Lord, only You....the one who hear me and understand me, how I feel right now.
Only you, the only one, the one who understand how he feels right now
Please take over this problem Lord, Let your will come true.
I surrender Lord. I surrender on Your way.
Amen
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