What I want

Dear Lord

What I will put down here might sound childish and reactive.
Today, I called him. He asked me what do I want. He asked me what do I plan.
God,
deep down in my heart, I want to be with him. To be with the man I love and love me back. The man who is now so doubtful about future, our future. Him. Keith.
The man I spend those hard days with. The man I cried with. The man who is now doubting me and afraid that I would be on his burden. The man who asked me to quit loving him because he sees the future will be hard.
I don't know what to do Lord. Please guide my hand to make a wise decision. Please guide his hand and give him wisdom, patience, and ability to understand. Please give him a peace at his heart. Please give him ability to trust You, that he must not give up on this uncertain condition.